I love life. Seriously. At times I get down like everyone else, but, overall I can’t believe how blessed I am.
The past 15 months of my life, and all that it has taken place, I never, ever expected.
True, I might also be able to say, that the past 15 months have been the most difficult of my life too. The pressures of Christian ministry, I would not wish on anyone, and I mean that. Feeling like you’re completely inadequate all the time, gets very exhausting, and sometimes nigh depressing. But, grace has kept me going, even if at times it seems like only just.
Recent events…
Many people recently, have appeared to possess a greater insight into my future, than I have. There has been the assumption that I would be entering into Bible college in Northern Ireland, in September ‘08.
Now, I admit, I might be partly to blame for that. When people realised I was heading out to Australia to minister, the question was often asked, “When will you be going to Bible college then?” A logical question, since I had passed the entrance exams, and was planning to go. I told people, I’ll probably go in when I get back from Australia, God willing.
How that phrase can change everything.
My ministry here in South Australia, will be coming to an end some time in June (let’s not dwell on that thought too long). I have a wedding to attend in Northern Ireland in July, so I must be home for it. However, after that, the future to a large degree is uncertain.
Totally uncertain?
Sadly, there are going to be some who draw up their own conclusions as to why I’m not going in this year. If you are such a person, please refrain. I have my reasons, and each and every one is legitimate. But, what’s more important than my reasons, is the fact that I have no feeling of guilt, or questioning of motive in my conscience. In other words, I have peace.
I’ve been extremely busy of late, but presented before me are a number of options, and I’ve already begun to ‘test the water’ for one or two of them. Like always though, the right path might not be fully revealed to me as yet, but I’m open to it, whatever it is.
It’s just like a big unpredictable adventure!!
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Added Commentary
By Jermayn Parker
on 13.03.08
So you are leaving the shores of Oz without coming to the best state in WA?? Shame on ya!!
Hears a question for you which maybe you can post about: “To be a minister, do you need to go to bible college?” Is it beneficial? Does it help or hinder?
By Andrew Parker
on 13.03.08
Armen
I feel the congregation here has had much blessing in your ministering and of course your wife Melanie in playing the piano so confidently.
Personally I think that you are a brilliant preacher.
By Jason
on 13.03.08
Wish you’d stick around Bro. There’s lots of work to be done in our fields.
By Armen
on 13.03.08
Jermayn - Actually, there’s a very good chance that our journey home will be via Perth
I might post about that topic, Jermayn. However, I’d have to tread very carefully. In some ways I’m not qualified to comment on it, as I haven’t been to Bible college. Nevertheless, I can still share my thoughts I suppose.
Andrew - Thank you doesn’t really reflect how I feel about your comment.
Just as a sincere encouragement to you, I just love to hear you pray.
Jason - You don’t have to tell me. The reality of the need is clearly evident to anyone who has been here.
The need for Australia will go with me, no matter what the future holds. Whether or not the future holds more ministry in this land, only God knows.
By ruth
on 14.03.08
God will never lead you where the Grace of God can’t keep you! reading in Genesis 8 this eve. how obedient to God was Noah. In verse 13 when he removed the covering of the ark, the ground was dry. anyone else after being cooped up with animals and family for months would have ran out but Noah waited for God to tell him to go, Go forth of the ark, thou, and thy wife,…..How much we need the patience and obedience of Noah. May God continue to bless both of you wherever He may lead you.
By Deborah
on 16.03.08
I grew up in a denomination that believed in sending workers to the field who like yourself, were convicted and called. There was no ‘formal’ training. The whole Bible college thing is a relatively new concept to me and I also query it’s necessity.
Just my tuppence worth!
People talk - it makes them feel good. God knows your heart, which is all that matters.
By Jermayn Parker
on 17.03.08
I am a skeptic of ‘needing’ to go to college before being a minister. I have lived and talked to many who have and majority of them have actually said that they would NOT recommend it.
I think for some people it is a good idea but for others I would NOT recommend it. I do think study and knowledge is important but necessary? No!
By Armen
on 17.03.08
Ruth - What a wonderful truth. I never pondered over the fact that he waited for God’s command to go out. Definitely a lesson on patience there.
Deborah - Yeah, He does, and that is all that matters. Thanks!
Jermayn - I promise to post about this subject, and share my thoughts on it. It should be interesting to read everyone’s thoughts on the matter as well.
By Irwin
on 23.03.08
Armen
We (roofwreckers) have been praying that God will reveal the way forward for you (not forgetting Melanie).
I’m sure many have made assumpions, others undoubtedly will give advice, some have shared their thoughts but your answer as you know will come from the Word of God; and He will open the right doors at His time.
Anyway I enjoyed listening to you on the livelink and hope to see you in the summer (ours) time.
God Bless
By Armen
on 24.03.08
Irwin - Thanks brother. God hasn’t failed me in this area yet, so the way will be made known, of that I have no doubt.
I look forward to catching up with you all too.
By Taleen
on 26.03.08
When you walk close to the Lord, the only person who can reveal God’s will for your life is Him. I have no doubt He will..
God bless broooovaaaah!
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